Kayla Robb

At the end of 2016 I was a brand new person;  little did I know how fucking hard 2017 was going to be.  I lost my twelve year career. I can't feel the bottom half of my right leg. I tried to kill myself. I had to bury three of my dogs and all four of my cats. I got hit buy a deer. I turned 31. I started my journey to be the author I've always wanted to be. I tell the people I love how I really feel. I met a man who changed my life (and my hair) with one of the best hugs. I met a group of people whom I will always consider family. I have made more friends then I ever could have imagined. I downloaded a dating app. I got stood up three times. I found passion. I am a goddess who should be worshiped. I am worthy of love. I did things I never thought I would ever do. I want to live. 2017 was a god damn roller coaster. My aspirations for 2018 are to open my eyes, put my hands in the air and s

Hormones are a fucking bitch. Hey I'm Kayla and if you didn't know I hate children. They are loud, smelly, always sticky and just get worse as they grow. The sounds of children laughing makes me cringe and the gods forbid they start screaming for no reason, no. Just no. I never wanted to have kids. That last statement is a lie.  I've always wanted to have a baby, to be a mom. I was 14 when my older sister got married and had a baby. I was so excited but I never told anyone because I was not a "baby person" I never wanted to babysit for my mom's friends. Well, only if they paid me enough. I would much rather walk your dog or give it a bath. I always had this idea that I wasn't aloud to have children. I was the fat girl that no one wanted to kiss let alone marry and have a baby. Then after my sister had her first baby 10 months later she had another one. A little boy who stole my heart, he was the sweetest, most easy going, ut

Hey there Beautiful Creatures! So it's not technically a tag video........ lol I thought this was an interesting topic and wanted to share my thoughts on what I would do if I woke up with no body modifications. Nibbles video here https://youtu.be/lkd1qg_DNbU You can find Traz Hill on Instagram here @t.h.ink_tattoos Follow me on twitter? @Poodlerific As always thank you for being here, xoxo Kayla

Hey there beautiful creatures! This is one of easy go to eye looks that only takes two brushes and a neutral tones shadow palette. Let me know if you try this and how yours turned out. As always thank you for being here! Also! Yule Vlogs start next week. xoxo Kayla Products used: W7 In The Buff Palette Real Techniques  Shading Brush Wet N Wild Large Eyeshadow Brush e.l.f. Illuminating Palette e.l.f. Blush Brush Wet N Wild Mega Length Mascara

Hey there beautiful creatures, Last night I was scrolling through Instagram showing some love to all of the plus size beauties I follow and as I looked over at the soft warm glow of lamp beside me I said to myself "do it, do it now" so I did. I follow some really amazing people on social media of all shapes and sizes and with every double click, like or thumbs up I give a silent yaaaassss bitch! I think go on with your big beautiful bad self, wear that backless dress, the crop top, them skinny jeans. Yes, yes, yes! All the while telling my own self that you will never look that good, your thighs are misshapen, your arms are too wobbley, you have that one weird roll on your side. So last night after watching Cora do a badass boohoo clothing haul and Kristi talk about self empowerment I got up and took the pictures I have been wanting to take for months. I didn't fret over the angle or if you could see that I haven't shaved my legs

Hey there beautiful creatures! So I went out the other night to watch Lucas Ebert play live. Y'all know how I feel about this man and his music so please, please go check him out on all of his social medias. I also hope you find this makeup easy for you to do. It's just a simple statement lip with some lashes but I felt really pretty and put together. Let me know if you try it and how yours turned out. Thank you for being here! xoxo Kayla Lucas Ebert Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/lucas-ebert-1 LA Nights Cover - https://youtu.be/CmNu2Z20P6g Facebook -  https://www.facebook.com/Lucasebertofficial/ Products used Rimmel Perfect Match Concealer in Light/Fair Wet N Wild Photo Focus Powder in Light Broadway Brow Pencil in Rich Chocolate Brown Jaclyn Hill X Morphe eye shadow Palette Wet N Wild Mega Length Mascara KISS Little Black Dress lashes Wet N Wild To Reflect Shimmer Palette in I'll Have a Cosmo Wet N Wild Liquid Catsuit in Berry Recignise

Hey there beautiful creatures! I'm back with another tag video, yeah I know but if you know me, I do love a tag video so.....here we are. Thank you foe being here and I'll see you in my next one! xoxo Kayla Go here for the Vegan Pumpkin Muffins https://youtu.be/s9YqvEwx99Y Go here for the cookies https://kaylasrandomnonsense.blogspot.com/2016/12/freezer-cookies.html QUESTIONS!: 1. Favorite Thing About Fall? 2. Favorite Fall/Halloween Movies 3. Fashion Trend You're Loving For Fall 4. Favorite Fall Drink 5. What is fall weather like where you live? 6. Apple picking or hayride? 7. Rain or fog? 8. Hocus Pocus or Halloweentown? 9. Halloween or Thanksgiving? 10. Coats or Oversized Sweaters 11. Apple Pie or Pumpkin Pie? 12. Cool Crisp Mornings or Cozy Evenings 13. Favorite Fall Candle? 14. Favourite Thing To Do in The Fall 15. Favorite Fall scent. 16. Best way to spend a rainy day. 18. Football, yay or nay? 19. Favorite article of clot

Hey there beautiful creatures! Today's post is going to be a random questions tag video! I always think these are fun to do and fun to watch other people do. Also I'm lonely. Anyway! Enjoy. Oh and let me know what you get from Starbucks. I gotta go, Kayla Questions! #1. What's a nickname only your family calls you? #2. What's a weird habit of yours? #3. Do you have any weird phobias? #4. What's a song you secretly LOVE to blast & belt out when you're alone? #5. What's one of your biggest pet peeves? #6. What's one of your nervous habits? #7. What side of the bed do you sleep on? #8. What was your first stuffed animal & it's name? #9. What's the drink you ALWAYS order at starbucks? #10. What's the beauty rule you preach.. but never ACTUALLY practice? #11. Which way do you face in the shower? #12. Do you have any 'weird' body 'skills'? #13. What's your favorite 'comfort food'/food

Hey there beautiful creatures! Welcome to my first Anti-Haul. I get a little extra sassy in this one y'all but as a consumer I think it's wise to be selective with who we invest our money in. Not just with cosmetics but is all aspects of our lives. Please be sure to check out the links below. Much love, Kayla Kimberly Clark RawBeautyKristi Jessica Brawn

Hey. Welcome to yet another favorites video.  Yeah. I know. But hear me out! There are a few new things I've been loving the past month that I wanted to share with you. Morphe X Jaclyn Hill Palette e.l.f. Instant Lift Brow Pencil  EQyss Pet Shampoo  RawBeautyKristi Let me know what you have been loving that I should be loving too. I gotta go, Kayla

Hey there beautiful creatures! Today is another YTPC video. I have really liked doing these but I don't know when to upload them. I'm thinking of trying for a once a week instead of once a month as I'm apparently not good at this lol Anyway here is the video and the list of questions. Ta for now, Kayla 21. Marriage or partnership ceremony. 22. Is there such a thing as a twin flame, soul mate, destined partner?  23. Destiny, fate, luck and chance - how much are we in control?  24. How do you know which deity you are supposed to worship/work with? 25. What symbols or images mean the most to you?  26. What do different colours mean to you? How do you use colours in your practice?  27. Do you use astrology, what do stars and planets mean to your practice?  28. Chants and songs.

Hey beautiful creatures! Today's just going to be a regular old blog post. I've really been thinking about who I am lately and how fucking much I have changed not only physically but emotionally and mentally in the past three years. To quote Riverdale's Jughead Jones "I'm weird. I'm a weirdo." I have always been and I've always tried to keep it locked away until I felt the people in my life could handle it. That didn't turn out so well. I lost people who I really loved because I was trying to be the person they wanted me to be rather than who I really was. I've grown quite a bit in the past three years. I've come to realize that I can lead with my crazy. I can show people upon first handshake or eye contact that I am in fact strange and it is so god damn liberating. A little intimidating maybe but if they don't like me then they aren't for me and we can both move on. This all really came about when I met my tattoo guy a

Hey there beautiful creatures! Today I fan girl just a little bit over up and coming singing sensation Lucas Ebert. It fills my soul when I listen to this man sing. He is a gifted singer, song writer and all around good human whom I've come to adore. It's a rare thing to meet people like him, his partner Charmie and their welcoming family and it elates me to be able to know them. Ta for now, Kayla Lucas's Social Media Twitter - @lebert90 Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/Lucasebertofficial/ Instagram - @lucasebertmusic My Twitter - @Poodlerific

Hey there beautiful creatures! I have a tag video up for y'all today. I love tag videos, I think they are fun to watch and even more fun to make. The list of questions are below if you want to answer them yourself. I tried not to ramble too much but get some where cozy, a nice snack and a cuppa. Ta for now, Kayla 1) When times get tough do you fight? Or take flight? 2) Is there a certain color you connect with? 3) What is your Sun, Moon & Rising? 4) Something you would change if you could. (Self, the world or magically?) 5) Are you passing down your knowledge to the next generation? If so, in what way? 6) Ancestor connections? Who's coming through? 7) Do you prefer to do magic with others or by yourself? 8) Do you feel there is only one type of meditation? 9) What's your favorite flower? And why? 10) Have you tried a new form of divination this year? 11) What is your favorite way to connect to the elements? 12) Tea or Coffee? 13) Do you come fr

Hey there beautiful creatures. Today's post is going to be about my shitty hair cut.  I went though it in this one y'all. Oh boy. Learn from me, speak up when you don't like something. Hind sights 20/20. Live and learn. #Buzzcut2017. Ta for now, Kayla

Hey there beautiful creatures! So here is the next installment of the YouTube Pagan challenge for May of 2017. I only did question number 18. as the others don't really apply to my life. Do no harm but take no shit, Kayla 17. How would you introduce spirituality to children, would you pass this book on to your children?  18. Funeral rite and how would you prefer your remains to be treated? 19. Rites for the birth of a child, adoption, naming and blessing ceremonies. 20. Coming of age rites and customs for the stages of life.

Hey there beautiful creatures. Welcome back to my blog, today's post is going to be another favorites post. I know I kind of suck at this but I'm trying to find my niche and until then this is what I got. April was a hard month for me mentally and it's taking some time to sort things out but blogging and vlogging help me cope so I hope you don't mind and as always thank you for being here. On with the video! * Beauty * Kandee Johnson with Sinful Colors Nail Polish in Strawberry Milk and Whipped Frosting Retro Matte Formula Wet n Wild Take On The Day Mattifying Powder Broadway Lashes * Movie/TV/Books * Penny Dreadful Kevin Hart: What Now The Matchbreaker * Music * Betty Who Iggy Azalea

Hey there beautiful creatures! Welcome to the Weekend Vlog I love to watch other peoples vlogs. My own? Not so much. After helping my Mom clean out her room a couple of weekends ago I realized that much of my life from the age of 12 to 25 is not all that documented. Mainly because during those years I really hated myself and didn't want to be seen or even heard; so I hid in the background or behind the camera. It's taken me this long to learn that my story is important too and while it may be boring as fuck I'll be able to look back and really see me and the life I lived. So come along for the awkward and boring thing that is my life. See you on the flip side, Kayla

Hey there beautiful creatures! Welcome back to another installment of the YouTube Pagan Challenge. Here are the questions for the month of March and April because I had kind of a hard time with March's questions. I filmed this about three different times but anyway here are my thoughts on the YTPC Questions listed below. Blessed Be, Kayla 9. Your thoughts on divinity, do you work with particular deities?  10. How did the universe begin, will it end, does it have a purpose? 11. How does consciousness work, do all things have consciousness, is the universe conscious? 12. Are there other realms, worlds, dimensions, realities, universes? 13. Outdoor rituals vs indoor rituals. 14. Do you use, would you try, Psychoactive drugs, hallucinogens, etc for spiritual purposes? 15. Do you have a code of ethics? 16. What other religions influence you or appeal to you?

Hey there beautiful creatures! I'm Kayla and welcome to my blog, today's post is going to be a tag video! I love tag videos and I have been obsessed with watching ones about tattoos. I really like the questions in this tag and thought I would share.  Come watch me ramble lol Ta for now, Kayla ► QUESTIONS 1. Do you consider yourself a tattoo Collector? 2. Do you have a specific tattoo that turned you into a tattoo collector? (That's when you knew you were a collector) 3. What tattoo did you have to travel the furthest for? Where did you go? 4. Where was the closest tattoo you traveled to? 5. What Tattoo artists has tattooed you the most? 6. Any Tattoo artist you follow that you dream of getting tattooed by? 7. Name two tattoos that took the most sessions to complete. 8. A tattoo that took the longest to heal/Complete 9. Do you have any tattoo artist that has become your friend through tattooing? 10. Do you post pictures of your tattoos or naw? 11. H

Hello beautiful creatures! Welcome to my blog, I'm Kayla if you did not know and I enjoy watching Ghost Adventures and would love to chase tornadoes one day. Today's blog post is going to be my March favorites. March is my birthday month and while I got two very awesome gifts it was one of the milder birthday's I've had. So here are a few of the other things I have been enjoying the past 31 days. Batiste Dry Shampoo in Blonde Maybelline Big Shot Mascara Xtreme Growth Activator by Kiss MegaLast Liquid Cattsuit Matte Lipstick Boy Meets Girl and 13 Reasons Why on NetFlix The Answers by SoMo Beatbox Clones by 80 fitz

Hey there! Welcome to my blog, if you did not know I'm Kayla. I love dogs, body art, and Magic Mike XXL. Today's post is going to be a makeup tutorial, now I am so not a beauty guru and I have only with in the last few years really learned how to apply makeup properly lol I ride the struggle bus when it comes to make up as I have hooded eyes. I have to modify how I apply my eye shadow as you do. I had a couple of people request that I show them how I got this look so I made a little video. This is one of my go to looks for when I wanna feel extra glam and gorgeous. The browns and golds make the blue and green really pop in my eyes. I paired it with a neutral lip but a deep wine would also look nice. I hope it helps and that you enjoy. Ta for now, Kayla

Hey there! Today's blog post is going to be a tag video! Music is the soundtrack to our lives, the songs we listen to help shape who we are. I love music and thought this tag would be a fun way to share some of the music I love. I also share music faves in my Monthly Favorite posts. On with the video, Tag Questions: 1. Which bands/artist do you own the most albums by? 2. What was the last song you listened to? 3. What’s in your CD player right now? 4. What was the last show you attended? 5 . What was the greatest show you’ve been to? 6. What was the worst show you’ve ever been to? 7. What's the most musically involved you have ever been? 8. What show are you looking forward to? 9. What's your favorite band shirt? . 10. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day? 11. Who is one musician or group you wish would make a comeback? 12. Who is one band/artist you’ve never seen live but always wanted to? 13. Name 4 (or more) flawless

Hey there! Welcome to my blog, in today's post I am going to be talking all things Witchy. So if that's not your cup of tea come on back next week. If it is your cup of chamomile then pull up a cushion, take a sip and lets get started. February's YouTube Pagan Challenge questions are about Divination and working magic.  5. Do you have any magical talents, psychic techniques, which you consider your specialty? 6. What kind of divination techniques do you prefer? Do you record your divination results in your Grimoire? 7. Charging and consecrating your tools - which methods work best for you?  8. Where do you perform you rituals? Holy sites, sacred spaces, and circle casting procedure. Thank you for being here, I hope you have a magical day. Ta for now, Kayla

Hey there! Welcome back to the blog, today's post is going to be all about the things that have been bringing me joy the past couple of months. Let me know in the comments below what's brought you joy or if you have enjoyed any of the things I have mentioned. Micellar Water Not Your Mothers Dry Finish Texture Spray Blogosphere Magazine Constantine Laura - https://youtu.be/-PrRdMg-uEI Atleeeeey - https://youtu.be/TGyTwy3AuuY Kahlani - https://youtu.be/LAYgZEMMWxo Thank you for being here I truly appreciate it. Ta for now, Kayla

Hey there! I love watching Get Ready With Me videos and thought I would give it a go. I found a new YouTuber that I really like named KittySnack she did a make up look called " Liquid Gold Smokey Eye " and I just had to try it out for myself. I really, am not very good at makeup application so I kind of suck lol but I had fun with it and that's what counts. links to all of the songs I was jamming to are in the description of the video. Ta for now, Kayla

If you're not into the witchy stuff that's okay, I'll see you next week. Show and tell - your grimoires, notebooks, journals etc. What type of book do you prefer?  How do you protect and consecrate your book? How to organised your book - a table of contents, book marks, etc. How to start your book -getting over perfectionism - creative techniques. Links! http://www.themagickalcat.com/ If you use the facebook just look up YouTube Pagans in the groups ;-) Ta for now, Kayla

Hey everyone! So I have a little haul video for you today. Featuring Olan Rogers Supply and Wet N' Wild two of my favorite brands. Have you tried any of the Wet N' Wild stuff I mentioned? Any I need to know about and go get like right now? Olan is amazing and his apparel is top notch. Ta for now, Kayla You can find Olan here https://www.youtube.com/user/OlanRogers Olan Rogers Supply http://olanrogerssupply.com/ Wet N' Wild  http://www.wetnwildbeauty.com/ Here are swatches of the lip colors, they are so bright in person, I had a time trying to get them to show up on camera. Just to note the Coming Up Roses (the red one) stains pink. The other did not stain. Also the Days of Fuchsia Past (the pink one) was a touch gritty. The Indigo Your Own Way  (the purple one) is my favorite and I most definitely be rocking it this spring/summer. I also tried out the color shadow sticks and they blended out beautifully and lasted all day on my eyes.

Hey everyone! I'm thinking about making these kinds of blog posts a weekly addition to my **YouTube channel. Anyway.... So I was scrolling through my Facebook feed and this popped up "This male model is getting real about fit men who are attracted to plus-size women" I was like hold up, let me click this. I quickly realized that this was about a YouTuber who speaks about his love for bigger sized girls and seams to advocate for body positive. Now I have watched one (okay a few) of his videos on the subject but I didn't subscribe because I know guys that look like him a.k.a socially acceptable hot as fuck dudes are into fat babes. Moving right along.... image found on pinterest Fast forward to a few hours later there was a clap back (that's what the cool kids call it right?) shared on Facebook by another page saying "Dear Hot Men Who Love My Body As it: IDGAF" so you know ya girl had to click on that link. It was by a woman, whom I do not

Hey everyone! It's that time again, time for a faves video! I love watching these and love sharing my own monthly faves. November/December was an interesting month for me, I started physical therapy, got a new tattoo, had to retire from my grooming career, and started writing again. On a sadder note I also had to bury two of my cats and two of my dogs, and one of my guinea pigs. I was kind of a mess through out November but as Olan Roger puts it "Every good fight needs a few hits." Anyway back to the good stuff! I Prevail - Heart vs Mind Lifelines Jennifer Lopez A.K.A. American Eagle body spray e.l.f. highlighting pallet e.l.f. high definition powder e.l.f. illuminating eye cream Mayballine Age Rewind Concealer in Fair Not Your Mothers Whip It Up Styling Mousse Jordanna lip liner in Rock N' Rose Wet N' Wild Megalast lipstick in Bare it All Shea Moisture Peace Rose Oil Shampoo Bath and Body Works lotion in Fresh Sparkling Snow Shooter

Hey everyone! So I am a huge fan of SoMo and back in the summer I bought tickets to see him on December 29th in Dallas at the South Side Music Hall inside of Gilly's. It was my mother and I who went and I had a lot of fun. I also realized my limitations, it was standing room only and I had to go find a chair in the back half way through because I couldn't stand anymore. In hind sight I would have splurged for the meet and greet and requested a chair from the get go but well you know. I learned that I am pretty good at driving through rush hour traffic and I would not enjoy living in a city like that. I met three women in line who were also dog groomers lol small world. Then the sweetest guy standing next to me during the concert. I wish I would have gotten his name. Anyway I still totally suck at vlogging. Ah, one day I'll get right lol Ta for now, Kayla