Fat Girl Musings: I don't want to be fat anymore?
Hey everyone! So I have been thinking about writing this for a couple of weeks now and I wasn't really sure where to start. Here is goes: I don't want to be fat anymore. There I said it. As a fat woman, a body positive believer and supporter I feel like a traitor. I have always been fat; since I was nine I've known my body was different. I've always been different and have for the most part accepted that. I just never understood why no one else did. When I was 12 I had the biggest crush on a boy named Josh. We bowled on the same league and I wanted to kiss him. I asked his friend if he would ask Josh if he liked me. He told me Josh said no because I was "kinda fat". I was devastated, I cried for days and wanted to never bowl again. I remember this day like it was yesterday, because it happens every time I show interest in a guy. From the sweet guy at the Taco place to the smoldering guy at the local big box store. I'm kinda fat and they are just no