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Half a Billion

It's the thing that is on the minds of everyone tonight, the Powerball is almost 600 million dollars. We bought tickets. People seam to want to know what others would do with that much money. I've thought about it myself many times and though is changes as I get older few things have stayed the same. What would I do with half a billion dollars? First, I would give some of it away; to family, friends & non profit organizations. Then I would do all of the things I only dreamed of doing. Travel to Sweden, Australia, Ireland, Scotland. Take a road trip across the US. Have an SPN shirt for every day of the week. Get that white, hard top, automatic Jeep I've dreamed about since I was 14. Tattoos, oh the tattoos I would get. Mostly I would share it. Take my Mother to Vermont, take my Gran to Montana, set up my sisters kids a collage fund, by them all a home. Be able to take better care of my animals, rescue a horse or two. Give our dear friends enough to make their liv

Green is the new Emotion

Green is one of my favorite colors but not when it comes to my emotions. Being Green with Envy or Green Eyed Monster of Jealousy is not a good color on anyone. I try to be unbiased, optimistic and real in everything that I do. I know my limits and thrive to learn all that I can so I can better myself and be the kind of person my nieces and nephews can look up to. Yet the one place I fail is with those Green Emotions. There are few people in my life that I look up to and the other day I asked myself why. Why should I look up to these people and base my life choices, everyday choices with them in mind? Why should anyone look at me that way? Would I want them to? Would these people I admire want me to look up to them? I have learned the hard way to just let go of those Green Emotions. Instead of putting these people on high thinking they can do no wrong; and even if they did they would have no repercussions, I see them as the wonderfully flawed people that they are. No one per

Thanksgiving

Tomorrow...well in about an hour really...it will be Thanksgiving Day here in America. With this being my first blog post why not start with it. This is the time of year we are suppose to give thanks for the things we have and the people in our lives. What I am most thankful for. ~ My Mother.     She is an amazing woman. Taught me everything I know. ~ My Sister and her Family    Although we are only half sisters and she pisses me off more days then not I am thankful for her. Haley, Tyler, Erica & Emilee. My nieces and nephew for with out whom I would not know how to love another human being. Sean, my brother in law who is more then just that, he is and will for ever be my brother. ~ My Brother     Roy has been through a lot and at times I hated him but yet I have always loved him. I can't wait for the day we can be like we were when we were kids. ~ My Kids: Cher, Sonny, Chaz, Betty, Dexter, Tiggy, Jenks, Lucian and Harry.    I would be utterly lost with out them. The