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Get Ready With Me - Fun Date Night

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Hey there Beautiful Creatures! Today is another get ready with me. I was going out with a boy and had a little fun listening to music and putting makeup on. As always thank you for being here, xoxo Kayla

A Small Haul: STAGE

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Hey there beautiful creatures! Today I have a little haul video. Now y'all know I am a broke ass bitch but my local STAGE store recently updated their cosmetics counter and I went a little ham. I did though hit the sale counter, you know how we do. Let me know if you have used any of the products mentioned and how they worked for you. Oh, also do you have an recommendations from The Balm? They had so much I wanted but I didn't know what I needed lol As always thank you for being here, XOXO Kayla

Body Positive Monday - Creative Spotlight: Andrei Crismaru

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* * NSFW Contains digital nudity * * Hey there beautiful creatures! Welcome to the first Body Positive Monday here on my blog. As a fat person I find that I am constantly on the search for representation, of my body, my style, my humor. With this series I want to share with you the artist, models, authors, and creators whom I find incredibly inspiring and are making moves in the body positive community. This will be a bi-weekly series. Today's Creative Spotlight is Andrei Crismaru. He is an artist and admirer of plus size woman from Moldova. His art has inspired me to embrace what I see as flaws and celebrate the beauty in them and how they flow with the rest of my body. He draws fat woman of all shapes, all the lumps, bumps and curves in tasteful, respectful, sensual ways. He shows the fuller figure in a positive  and refreshing light. He is currently doing a project where he has different woman recreate the same pose. He captures theses big beautiful bodies in d

What's In My Handbag? 2018

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Hey there beautiful creatures! In this video I share with you the contents of my handbag. Is this a boring ass video?  Maybe. Should you watch it anyway? Absolutely. If you need help with your mental heath please go to https://www.mentalhealth.gov/get-help or call the Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-273-8255 You are not alone, professional help is self care. You can get free condoms from your local Health Clinic. Just go in and ask. You can also get free STI/STD testing at most Health Clinics. Your sexual health is extremely important. As always thank you for being here. xoxo Kayla

Simple and Easy Date Night Makeup

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Hey there beautiful creatures! So this is a little GRWM slash I don't now what the fuck I'm doing kind of video. I was nervous about my date (he was an okay kisser :/) so I thought I would sit down and talk with y'all This is my kind of easy go to trying but not trying to hard "date" look. You can honestly wear this whenever you felt like. As always thank you for being here! Follow me on Twitter @Poodlerific

Random Faves May '18

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Hey there beautiful creatures! Today we are talking about some of my favorite things. If you've been here before you know I love a faves video like a love a tag video. It's been a minute since I sat down and did a video so I'm a little chatty in this one. But y'all don't mind do ya? I didn't think so. Anyway on to the video! Shawn Mendes Schmidt's Natural Deodorant in Lavender Sage Elf Plumping lip gloss Beauty and Planet Body Wash in Lavender and Argon Oil Maybelline Superstay Matte Ink KISS lash adhesive with aloe, clear. - Walmart Baby Magic Lotion - Walmart Thank you for being here, Kayla

Random Week Vlog: May 6-12 2018

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Hey there beautiful creatures. I suck at vlogging but I want to get better at and the only way to get better at anything is to just do it so.....here we are. I'm sorry. Also you're welcome. xoxo Kayla

Poison Apple Printshop: Unboxing

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Hey there beautiful creatures! I'm a little rusty in this video so please forgive me. I have been in love with the art work and prints at the Poison Apple Printshop. They make some stunning works of art, all with a witchy theme. Not only is their art work beautiful their whole Instagram feed is full of inspiring photos. I love this image called "Midnight Soak" I am so excited to have it tattooed on my arm. If you love all things pagan, witchy or herbal please check out their shop.You will not be disappointed. Poison Apple Printshop Website -  https://www.poisonappleprintshop.com/ Instagram - @poisonappleprintshop xoxo Kayla

Fat Girl Musings: Movie Review, I Feel Pretty

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Hey there beautiful creatures, I just got back from watching I Feel Pretty with my friends Erica and Jess. I was a little hesitant to go see it because I was afraid it was going to be another Shallow Hal situation. Anyway..... We went and I was pleasantly surprised at how well it was done. It was like watching the fun house movie version of myself. I know how it feels to be surrounded by fit people while at the gym and making sure the equipment isn't going to fail on me. I know what it's like to want to be surrounded by beautiful people in hopes that their beauty will rub off onto me by association. I know why it's like to not reach for the things I want because I feel like I'm not good enough or attractive enough. But...... When she hits her head and wakes up believing that she is in fact "beautiful" she touches her body that has not actually changed and can't believe how good it looks. She sees this totally drop dead gorgeous woman and starts

Lucas Ebert EP

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Hey there beautiful creatures! I'm a mess in this one y'all Oh boy. Today I am going to be once again sharing my love for the musical styling of the one and only Lucas Ebert. If you know me you know how much I love this man and his voice. There's just something about the way he sings that moves within me. Not only is he talented as fuck but he is also a really good person whom I adore. Have a listen and if you feel inclined please go and support him but buying his EP. As always thank you for being here xoxo Kayla YouTube You can find him on, iTunes Spotify iHeartRadio Search "Lucas Ebert" Instagram @lucasebertmusic

I wrote a book?!

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Hey there beautiful creatures! This video is a mess but I wrote a fucking book! I am so excited to get to share this with everyone and I really hope you enjoy it, if you decide to purchase it. Thank you, thank you, thank you! I love you all! Amazon Mitchell Bailey Instagram @mitchbailey32 Justin Follow me on twitter @Poodlerific Like my Facebook Author Page

Dear Body Project.

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Hey there beautiful creatures, "Imagine a world where we loved out bodies honestly and unapologetic. Let's make that real." - Ari Fitz Today I'm doing something I honestly never thought I would do. But if the past couple of years have shown me anything it is that I am only limited by my self. Created by Ari Fitz Inspired by Meghan Tonjes Here is my Dear Body. Dear Body, My mind tells you that you are worthless and unwanted. That you are too big, too misshapen, not enough. When you were broken and hurting I tried to kill you. I'm sorry. I cover you with art so you know just how lovely you are. You are soft in all of the best ways. You are beautiful. I know I haven't always loved you but I'm learning. xoxo Kayla Instagram @itsarifitz @dearbodyproject @meghantonjes Twitter The Body Project Ari Fitz Me YouTube Ari Fitz

Current Favorites, Feb '17

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Hey there beautiful creatures! Yeah......it's another favorites video lol It's been a minute so I thought I would get my seas legs with talking about some of the things I have been loving recently. I have a few beauty products and some music for y'all. I also have some fun things coming up that I am so fucking excited for so please be sure to subscribe to my channel. As always thank you for being here, xoxo Kayla e.l.f. Acne roller ball e.l.f. Lash Extending Mascara Broadway Beauty Eyebrow pencil Superfruit Lucas Ebert Soundcloud YouTube Follow me on Twitter @Poodlerific

Fat Girl Musing: Back to the Gym

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Hey there beautiful creatures! What I wanted to talk about this time is going to the gym. In 2015/2016 I started going to the gym regularly, in 2016 I really got into lifting weights and I was in love with working out. But then as you all know by now, or if you don't I had to quit due to repetitive injury to my lower back and leg. I also had to quit grooming dogs but that's one of those things I'm going to be leaving in 2017 Fast forward to Christmas of 2017 and I was gifted a three month membership to my local (and awesome) gym from an amazing friend and body builder Wynette. Then a week later I was gifted three more months buy a family that I simply adore. I will never be able to thank them enough. I started back on January 1st 2018. I have so say that I have missed the gym so much more then I could have ever imagined and it makes me feel so good to be back in there. But.... It takes me thirty minutes before I can get out of my car and