My 2017, A look back.

At the end of 2016 I was a brand new person; 
little did I know how fucking hard 2017 was going to be. 





I lost my twelve year career.

I can't feel the bottom half of my right leg.

I tried to kill myself.

I had to bury three of my dogs and all four of my cats.

I got hit buy a deer.

I turned 31.

I started my journey to be the author I've always wanted to be.

I tell the people I love how I really feel.

I met a man who changed my life (and my hair) with one of the best hugs.

I met a group of people whom I will always consider family.

I have made more friends then I ever could have imagined.

I downloaded a dating app.

I got stood up three times.

I found passion.

I am a goddess who should be worshiped.

I am worthy of love.

I did things I never thought I would ever do.

I want to live.

2017 was a god damn roller coaster.

My aspirations for 2018 are to open my eyes, put my hands in the air and scream.

I love you and am so glad you are here with me.

xoxo
Kayla

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