Kayla Robb

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well almost, it's New Year's Eve tonight and when I wake up tomorrow it will be the year 2013. How crazy is it to say that? Do it, right now, say 2013 out loud. Crazy isn't it? Another year gone, a time to start fresh. Just about everyone will make a list of new years resolutions and I too in the past have made such a list. The difference this year is the things on that list are positively worded so I won't (hopefully) become overwhelmed like before and actually do the things on said list. So here goes! My 2013 List of Positive Aspirations ~ Take the dogs for a walk everyday ~ That way I get to spend quality time with my kiddos, get some exercise and fresh air. ~ No longer consume processed sweets ~ That means no candy, no soda, so cooks or cakes of any kind unless made from scratch. Gives me a reason to get into the kitchen and mix up some magic. ~ Let my hair go "natural" ~ That means to not cut it or color it. I miss and want my

I admit I am a "fangirl". I own every episode on DVD and have a pinterest board dedicated to them with over 300 pins and my lap top wallpaper is themed around them. I have all the feels and want all the things. But there is a fine line that many, many people cross when it comes to celebs. In my chosen fandom some people are bat shit crazy and go so far past the line they don't even see it or remember there was a line. I'm not sure what it's like in other "fandoms", as I'm fairly new this whole thing, but if they're anything like what I saw today we as a species are screwed. When it comes to being a fan it's nothing new, screaming girls would faint at the sight of Elvis or The Beatles and couldn't wait to get their hands on the new album or see the latest movie they were in and that's not changed. What has changed it the way we interact with other fans. Before the internet age you would call up your bestie and meet to look at the tee

It's one of the things that holds me back yet keeps me "safe"....I think way to much. I'm always thinking and planning and making lists in my head about things I need to do, want to do, should be doing. Thinking about people, TV, movies, books and other random things. Always thinking and it's really a hard thing to turn off, especially when I want to sleep. Then I dream. Oh man do I dream. Anyway I have and a something on my mind I wanted to really...think...about. What am I living for?  Deep, I know. But really, what purpose does my life have? Am I thinking to hard about this? I used to think my mission in life was to rescue animals and that was a reality for many years but now I don't feel that way anymore. I don't have a significant other, or human children to spend my time with. It's just me and my fur kids. I love my dogs and cats and feel very blessed to have them in my life, with out them I would be utterly lost. So, what now? Why do other p

It's the thing that is on the minds of everyone tonight, the Powerball is almost 600 million dollars. We bought tickets. People seam to want to know what others would do with that much money. I've thought about it myself many times and though is changes as I get older few things have stayed the same. What would I do with half a billion dollars? First, I would give some of it away; to family, friends & non profit organizations. Then I would do all of the things I only dreamed of doing. Travel to Sweden, Australia, Ireland, Scotland. Take a road trip across the US. Have an SPN shirt for every day of the week. Get that white, hard top, automatic Jeep I've dreamed about since I was 14. Tattoos, oh the tattoos I would get. Mostly I would share it. Take my Mother to Vermont, take my Gran to Montana, set up my sisters kids a collage fund, by them all a home. Be able to take better care of my animals, rescue a horse or two. Give our dear friends enough to make their liv

Green is one of my favorite colors but not when it comes to my emotions. Being Green with Envy or Green Eyed Monster of Jealousy is not a good color on anyone. I try to be unbiased, optimistic and real in everything that I do. I know my limits and thrive to learn all that I can so I can better myself and be the kind of person my nieces and nephews can look up to. Yet the one place I fail is with those Green Emotions. There are few people in my life that I look up to and the other day I asked myself why. Why should I look up to these people and base my life choices, everyday choices with them in mind? Why should anyone look at me that way? Would I want them to? Would these people I admire want me to look up to them? I have learned the hard way to just let go of those Green Emotions. Instead of putting these people on high thinking they can do no wrong; and even if they did they would have no repercussions, I see them as the wonderfully flawed people that they are. No one per

Tomorrow...well in about an hour really...it will be Thanksgiving Day here in America. With this being my first blog post why not start with it. This is the time of year we are suppose to give thanks for the things we have and the people in our lives. What I am most thankful for. ~ My Mother.     She is an amazing woman. Taught me everything I know. ~ My Sister and her Family    Although we are only half sisters and she pisses me off more days then not I am thankful for her. Haley, Tyler, Erica & Emilee. My nieces and nephew for with out whom I would not know how to love another human being. Sean, my brother in law who is more then just that, he is and will for ever be my brother. ~ My Brother     Roy has been through a lot and at times I hated him but yet I have always loved him. I can't wait for the day we can be like we were when we were kids. ~ My Kids: Cher, Sonny, Chaz, Betty, Dexter, Tiggy, Jenks, Lucian and Harry.    I would be utterly lost with out them. The