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My 2017, A look back.

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At the end of 2016 I was a brand new person;  little did I know how fucking hard 2017 was going to be.  I lost my twelve year career. I can't feel the bottom half of my right leg. I tried to kill myself. I had to bury three of my dogs and all four of my cats. I got hit buy a deer. I turned 31. I started my journey to be the author I've always wanted to be. I tell the people I love how I really feel. I met a man who changed my life (and my hair) with one of the best hugs. I met a group of people whom I will always consider family. I have made more friends then I ever could have imagined. I downloaded a dating app. I got stood up three times. I found passion. I am a goddess who should be worshiped. I am worthy of love. I did things I never thought I would ever do. I want to live. 2017 was a god damn roller coaster. My aspirations for 2018 are to open my eyes, put my hands in the air and s

Fat Girl Musings: I hate kids but I want a baby

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Hormones are a fucking bitch. Hey I'm Kayla and if you didn't know I hate children. They are loud, smelly, always sticky and just get worse as they grow. The sounds of children laughing makes me cringe and the gods forbid they start screaming for no reason, no. Just no. I never wanted to have kids. That last statement is a lie.  I've always wanted to have a baby, to be a mom. I was 14 when my older sister got married and had a baby. I was so excited but I never told anyone because I was not a "baby person" I never wanted to babysit for my mom's friends. Well, only if they paid me enough. I would much rather walk your dog or give it a bath. I always had this idea that I wasn't aloud to have children. I was the fat girl that no one wanted to kiss let alone marry and have a baby. Then after my sister had her first baby 10 months later she had another one. A little boy who stole my heart, he was the sweetest, most easy going, ut

If I woke up with no tattoos? | Tattoo regrets?

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Hey there Beautiful Creatures! So it's not technically a tag video........ lol I thought this was an interesting topic and wanted to share my thoughts on what I would do if I woke up with no body modifications. Nibbles video here https://youtu.be/lkd1qg_DNbU You can find Traz Hill on Instagram here @t.h.ink_tattoos Follow me on twitter? @Poodlerific As always thank you for being here, xoxo Kayla