Kayla Robb

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well almost, it's New Year's Eve tonight and when I wake up tomorrow it will be the year 2013. How crazy is it to say that? Do it, right now, say 2013 out loud. Crazy isn't it? Another year gone, a time to start fresh. Just about everyone will make a list of new years resolutions and I too in the past have made such a list. The difference this year is the things on that list are positively worded so I won't (hopefully) become overwhelmed like before and actually do the things on said list. So here goes! My 2013 List of Positive Aspirations ~ Take the dogs for a walk everyday ~ That way I get to spend quality time with my kiddos, get some exercise and fresh air. ~ No longer consume processed sweets ~ That means no candy, no soda, so cooks or cakes of any kind unless made from scratch. Gives me a reason to get into the kitchen and mix up some magic. ~ Let my hair go "natural" ~ That means to not cut it or color it. I miss and want my

I admit I am a "fangirl". I own every episode on DVD and have a pinterest board dedicated to them with over 300 pins and my lap top wallpaper is themed around them. I have all the feels and want all the things. But there is a fine line that many, many people cross when it comes to celebs. In my chosen fandom some people are bat shit crazy and go so far past the line they don't even see it or remember there was a line. I'm not sure what it's like in other "fandoms", as I'm fairly new this whole thing, but if they're anything like what I saw today we as a species are screwed. When it comes to being a fan it's nothing new, screaming girls would faint at the sight of Elvis or The Beatles and couldn't wait to get their hands on the new album or see the latest movie they were in and that's not changed. What has changed it the way we interact with other fans. Before the internet age you would call up your bestie and meet to look at the tee

It's one of the things that holds me back yet keeps me "safe"....I think way to much. I'm always thinking and planning and making lists in my head about things I need to do, want to do, should be doing. Thinking about people, TV, movies, books and other random things. Always thinking and it's really a hard thing to turn off, especially when I want to sleep. Then I dream. Oh man do I dream. Anyway I have and a something on my mind I wanted to really...think...about. What am I living for?  Deep, I know. But really, what purpose does my life have? Am I thinking to hard about this? I used to think my mission in life was to rescue animals and that was a reality for many years but now I don't feel that way anymore. I don't have a significant other, or human children to spend my time with. It's just me and my fur kids. I love my dogs and cats and feel very blessed to have them in my life, with out them I would be utterly lost. So, what now? Why do other p