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My 2017, A look back.

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At the end of 2016 I was a brand new person;  little did I know how fucking hard 2017 was going to be.  I lost my twelve year career. I can't feel the bottom half of my right leg. I tried to kill myself. I had to bury three of my dogs and all four of my cats. I got hit buy a deer. I turned 31. I started my journey to be the author I've always wanted to be. I tell the people I love how I really feel. I met a man who changed my life (and my hair) with one of the best hugs. I met a group of people whom I will always consider family. I have made more friends then I ever could have imagined. I downloaded a dating app. I got stood up three times. I found passion. I am a goddess who should be worshiped. I am worthy of love. I did things I never thought I would ever do. I want to live. 2017 was a god damn roller coaster. My aspirations for 2018 are to open my eyes, put my hands in the air and ...

Fat Girl Musings: I hate kids but I want a baby

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Hormones are a fucking bitch. Hey I'm Kayla and if you didn't know I hate children. They are loud, smelly, always sticky and just get worse as they grow. The sounds of children laughing makes me cringe and the gods forbid they start screaming for no reason, no. Just no. I never wanted to have kids. That last statement is a lie.  I've always wanted to have a baby, to be a mom. I was 14 when my older sister got married and had a baby. I was so excited but I never told anyone because I was not a "baby person" I never wanted to babysit for my mom's friends. Well, only if they paid me enough. I would much rather walk your dog or give it a bath. I always had this idea that I wasn't aloud to have children. I was the fat girl that no one wanted to kiss let alone marry and have a baby. Then after my sister had her first baby 10 months later she had another one. A little boy who stole my heart, he was the sweetest, most easy going, ut...

If I woke up with no tattoos? | Tattoo regrets?

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Hey there Beautiful Creatures! So it's not technically a tag video........ lol I thought this was an interesting topic and wanted to share my thoughts on what I would do if I woke up with no body modifications. Nibbles video here https://youtu.be/lkd1qg_DNbU You can find Traz Hill on Instagram here @t.h.ink_tattoos Follow me on twitter? @Poodlerific As always thank you for being here, xoxo Kayla

Everyday Smokey Eye

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Hey there beautiful creatures! This is one of easy go to eye looks that only takes two brushes and a neutral tones shadow palette. Let me know if you try this and how yours turned out. As always thank you for being here! Also! Yule Vlogs start next week. xoxo Kayla Products used: W7 In The Buff Palette Real Techniques  Shading Brush Wet N Wild Large Eyeshadow Brush e.l.f. Illuminating Palette e.l.f. Blush Brush Wet N Wild Mega Length Mascara

Fat Girl Musings: Pretty Fat

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Hey there beautiful creatures, Last night I was scrolling through Instagram showing some love to all of the plus size beauties I follow and as I looked over at the soft warm glow of lamp beside me I said to myself "do it, do it now" so I did. I follow some really amazing people on social media of all shapes and sizes and with every double click, like or thumbs up I give a silent yaaaassss bitch! I think go on with your big beautiful bad self, wear that backless dress, the crop top, them skinny jeans. Yes, yes, yes! All the while telling my own self that you will never look that good, your thighs are misshapen, your arms are too wobbley, you have that one weird roll on your side. So last night after watching Cora do a badass boohoo clothing haul and Kristi talk about self empowerment I got up and took the pictures I have been wanting to take for months. I didn't fret over the angle or if you could see that I haven't shaved my legs ...

Easy Date Night Glam Get Ready With Me

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Hey there beautiful creatures! So I went out the other night to watch Lucas Ebert play live. Y'all know how I feel about this man and his music so please, please go check him out on all of his social medias. I also hope you find this makeup easy for you to do. It's just a simple statement lip with some lashes but I felt really pretty and put together. Let me know if you try it and how yours turned out. Thank you for being here! xoxo Kayla Lucas Ebert Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/lucas-ebert-1 LA Nights Cover - https://youtu.be/CmNu2Z20P6g Facebook -  https://www.facebook.com/Lucasebertofficial/ Products used Rimmel Perfect Match Concealer in Light/Fair Wet N Wild Photo Focus Powder in Light Broadway Brow Pencil in Rich Chocolate Brown Jaclyn Hill X Morphe eye shadow Palette Wet N Wild Mega Length Mascara KISS Little Black Dress lashes Wet N Wild To Reflect Shimmer Palette in I'll Have a Cosmo Wet N Wild Liquid Catsuit in Berry Recignise...

Autumn/Fall Tag 2017

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Hey there beautiful creatures! I'm back with another tag video, yeah I know but if you know me, I do love a tag video so.....here we are. Thank you foe being here and I'll see you in my next one! xoxo Kayla Go here for the Vegan Pumpkin Muffins https://youtu.be/s9YqvEwx99Y Go here for the cookies https://kaylasrandomnonsense.blogspot.com/2016/12/freezer-cookies.html QUESTIONS!: 1. Favorite Thing About Fall? 2. Favorite Fall/Halloween Movies 3. Fashion Trend You're Loving For Fall 4. Favorite Fall Drink 5. What is fall weather like where you live? 6. Apple picking or hayride? 7. Rain or fog? 8. Hocus Pocus or Halloweentown? 9. Halloween or Thanksgiving? 10. Coats or Oversized Sweaters 11. Apple Pie or Pumpkin Pie? 12. Cool Crisp Mornings or Cozy Evenings 13. Favorite Fall Candle? 14. Favourite Thing To Do in The Fall 15. Favorite Fall scent. 16. Best way to spend a rainy day. 18. Football, yay or nay? 19. Favorite article of clot...